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1.
woke up. where am I? this is my room- that's where life begins satellite open is it warm and the smell of paint it all begins what happened- where is home? where is home? wherever I am, wherever I am. keep from sinking. it's all just life. sometimes I can't breathe with everyone around. don't keep in touch, don't keep in touch move to georgia, move to georgia are we bad friends or respectful friends? are we bad friends or respectful friends? the burden of life eats at all of us. today I took klonopin. orange little pill-truth of the world i'm not good. nothing. no want. no thought, I don't want, no thought, I don't want sleep forever! we will be forgotten, we will be forgotten, we will be forgotten!
2.
just a minute- am I happy? sarah and I made a great song I'm not on drugs I love my girl come on let's fuck I'm not as tired I licked Molly it's 3 or 4 I don't keep score Life ends that's it live fast end it my life is my life don't try. I knew my fate 'fore I sang it Fuck god we're all alone, alone, alone. -------------------------------------------------- Sorry sorry I don't talk to much I sleep so much I'd rather do nothing Always pushing Mmmmmmmmm So sorry! letting you down! (inaudible) (inaudible) I wanna be creative, creative The boy is happy, the boy is happy, the boy is happy The breeders are so fucking good
3.
apathetic you're still stuck in bed 24 hours we're going down. I don't want to jump Isolate It's caving in on me. Isolate It's caving in on me. Isolate and breathe with me. Breathe Breathe. One, two, three
4.
Therapy 01:36
A little bit older A little bit smarter Half boy, half man Not sure what I am Therapy got me direction now it's got me venting. Look down at the ground say it's all going to hell always the bear minimum got me floatin till I sink again you reply with what I say but I feel it anyway I am smilin and laughin not realize I'm sweatin 50 minutes gone by in 5
5.
Sweet 02:56
My ideals hurt me My thoughts will kill me My dreams haunt me Addict, drugs are sweet. do dee do dee doo doo~ Always needing something Always feeling nothing Bad, bad, bad Addict, drugs are sweet. do dee do dee do doo~ From the start I was gone From the feelings I can't touch That will be with me always That will be with me forever Addict, drugs are sweet. do dee do dee do doo~
6.
I don't love anyone but myself. No empathy. not right. Got to go. I'm always alone. Got to go. I'm always alone. Life is like a movie that never stops A beat that never drops A rest that's never got and I feel like something's got to give. Got to go. I'm always alone. Got to go. I'm always alone. Alone is home. Alone is home. Alone is home.
7.
Never 02:32
I don't have these lyrics...
8.
Wake up. X and Os in space I need my tea I need my space I'm up I'm out of bed Talking to you, talking to me. Riding the bus observing as such. Comatose out of my eyes Something unstuck, get off the bus, walk in for some kind of class Dimly lit staging unclears Miss my mark every time. I wish I was better for you Comparing myself to those sublime Take all of my time Dimly lit staging unclears Miss my mark every time. I wish I was better for you Comparing myself to those sublime
9.
Prozac 02:56
I don't want to be anything I don't want to do anything Prozac for me and we will see. If life is worth it Life is worth it Life is worth it It was something I felt It was deep within me It was something I wish you had seen In the way that I scream when I'm all by myself. Pills in my mouth cutting deep, so deep.
10.
Not Enough 02:56
Teary eyed Cry your eyes out Falls like raindrops on my window pain. I wish I had a dime for every time someone said the pain would fade away There's not enough pills in this world to make me okay. I fill my life with bitter lies (inaudible sorry)
11.
Alley Kat 03:04
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Neglected 01:52
Never quite smart enough for these eyes only see those better and more together, and more beautiful than I. Neglected and hurt is so much worse than a rejected jerk who is strong and assertive. Weak and tired emotionless and unmotivated. Nothing's worse, nothing's worse Nothing's worse.
13.
Existence 02:00
I've got a life full of good things so why is there bad in me Today I thought I could be something For a moment now back to nothing. Lost my energy Back to nothing Find some ketamine I am nothing Might need a fan when I sleep can you ride with me I took a picture from above me somewhere in my dreams. Lost my energy Back to nothing Find some ketamine I am nothing We are living We are breathing We are existing Miserably One deep breath Existence One deep breath Existence
14.
Ella 04:40
ella you're depressed my favorite motivator can't you see? inspire the kids inspire the sounds is that not so fulfilling? ella cancer and the heartache can overcome everything.
15.
Burden 07:28
what's in my head it's not where I am speak out from foreign mouth what's in my head it's not what I said what you see it's not me but if no one sees is it really me? these are the things that mean so much to me keeping them close I don't let them breathe for I would be shamed. is it so wrong to care for myself? I am depressed. I need attention. I can't give. I only take. I'm such a burden. A worthless life. yea, yea yea. You've heard it a million times. You don't understand I have been hurt My friends have been hurt Life is stuck. I want to sleep.
16.
i don't have this one...

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Songs written january-mayish 2017

This is not really a cohesive album, just some songs I didn't know what to do with.

Most of this was played by me (ben abid) except for Never and Not Enough which were written/recorded with Cam Stott, Things I Wish which was written/recorded with Makenzie Hutchings, Burden which was written with Makenzie Hutchings and Mick Rutowski, and Bite which was written by Matty Hagger

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released June 11, 2017

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deepsleep Grand Rapids, Michigan

lo-fi alternative with lots of dreamy sometimes noisey guitars and soft melodies

contact at www.facebook.com/deepsleepmi/

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