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Songs written january-mayish 2017

This is not really a cohesive album, just some songs I didn't know what to do with.

Most of this was played by me (ben abid) except for Never and Not Enough which were written/recorded with Cam Stott, Things I Wish which was written/recorded with Makenzie Hutchings, Burden which was written with Makenzie Hutchings and Mick Rutowski, and Bite which was written by Matty Hagger

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released June 11, 2017

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Track Name: We Will Be Forgotten
woke up.

where am I?

this is my room- that's where life begins

satellite open is it

warm and the smell of paint

it all begins

what happened- where is home?

where is home?

wherever I am, wherever I am.

keep from sinking.

it's all just life.

sometimes I can't breathe
with everyone around.

don't keep in touch, don't keep in touch
move to georgia, move to georgia

are we bad friends or respectful friends?
are we bad friends or respectful friends?

the burden of life eats at all of us.

today I took klonopin.

orange little pill-truth of the world

i'm not good.

nothing. no want.

no thought, I don't want, no thought, I don't want

sleep forever!

we will be forgotten, we will be forgotten, we will be forgotten!
Track Name: I Love My Girl / Sorry
just a minute-
am I happy?
sarah and I
made a great song

I'm not
on drugs
I love my girl
come on
let's fuck

I'm not
as tired
I licked
Molly
it's 3
or 4
I don't
keep score

Life ends
that's it
live fast
end it
my life
is my life
don't try.

I knew my fate
'fore I sang it
Fuck god
we're all
alone, alone, alone.
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Sorry
sorry I don't talk to much
I sleep so much
I'd rather do nothing
Always pushing
Mmmmmmmmm

So sorry!
letting you down!
(inaudible)
(inaudible)

I wanna be creative, creative
The boy is happy, the boy is happy, the boy is happy
The breeders are so fucking good
Track Name: Isolate and Breathe
apathetic
you're still stuck in bed
24 hours
we're going down.

I don't want to jump

Isolate
It's caving in
on me.

Isolate
It's caving in
on me.

Isolate
and breathe
with me.
Breathe
Breathe.
One, two, three
Track Name: Therapy
A little bit older
A little bit smarter
Half boy, half man
Not sure what I am

Therapy got me direction
now it's got me venting.

Look down at the ground
say it's all going to hell
always the bear minimum
got me floatin till I sink again
you reply with what I say
but I feel it anyway
I am smilin and laughin
not realize I'm sweatin
50 minutes gone by in 5
Track Name: Sweet
My ideals hurt me
My thoughts will kill me
My dreams haunt me

Addict,
drugs are sweet.
do dee do dee doo doo~

Always needing something
Always feeling nothing
Bad, bad, bad

Addict,
drugs are sweet.
do dee do dee do doo~

From the start
I was gone
From the feelings I can't touch
That will be with me always
That will be with me forever

Addict,
drugs are sweet.
do dee do dee do doo~
Track Name: Alone is Home
I don't love anyone
but myself.

No empathy.
not right.

Got to go.
I'm always alone.
Got to go.
I'm always alone.

Life is like a movie that never stops
A beat that never drops
A rest that's never got
and I feel like something's got to give.

Got to go.
I'm always alone.
Got to go.
I'm always alone.
Alone is home.
Alone is home.
Alone is home.
Track Name: Never
I don't have these lyrics...
Track Name: Things I Wish
Wake up.
X and Os in space
I need my tea
I need my space

I'm up
I'm out of bed
Talking to you,
talking to me.

Riding the bus
observing as such.
Comatose out of my eyes

Something unstuck,
get off the bus,
walk in for some kind of class

Dimly lit staging unclears
Miss my mark
every time.
I wish I
was better for you
Comparing myself to those sublime

Take all
of my time

Dimly lit staging unclears
Miss my mark
every time.
I wish I
was better for you
Comparing myself to those sublime
Track Name: Prozac
I don't want to be anything
I don't want to do anything

Prozac for me
and we will see.

If
life is
worth
it

Life is worth it
Life is worth it

It was something I felt
It was deep within me
It was something I wish you had seen
In the way that I scream
when I'm all by myself.
Pills in my mouth cutting deep,
so deep.
Track Name: Not Enough
Teary eyed
Cry your eyes out
Falls like raindrops
on my window pain.

I wish I had a dime for every time
someone said the pain would fade away

There's not
enough pills
in this world to
make me okay.

I fill my life with bitter lies
(inaudible sorry)
Track Name: Neglected
Never quite smart enough
for these eyes
only see those better
and more together,
and more beautiful than I.

Neglected and hurt
is so much worse
than a rejected jerk
who is strong and assertive.

Weak and tired
emotionless
and unmotivated.
Nothing's worse, nothing's worse

Nothing's worse.
Track Name: Existence
I've got a life full of good things
so why is there bad in me
Today I thought I could be something
For a moment now
back to nothing.

Lost my energy
Back to nothing
Find some ketamine
I am nothing

Might need a fan when I sleep
can you ride with me
I took a picture from above me
somewhere in my dreams.

Lost my energy
Back to nothing
Find some ketamine
I am nothing

We are living
We are breathing
We are existing
Miserably

One deep breath
Existence
One deep breath
Existence
Track Name: Ella
ella
you're depressed
my favorite motivator
can't you see?

inspire the kids
inspire the sounds
is that not
so fulfilling?

ella
cancer
and
the heartache
can overcome
everything.
Track Name: Burden
what's in my head
it's not where I am

speak out
from foreign mouth

what's in my head
it's not what I said

what you see
it's not me

but if no one sees
is it really me?

these are the things
that mean so much to me
keeping them close
I don't let them breathe
for I would be shamed.

is it so wrong
to care for myself?

I am depressed.
I need attention.
I can't give.
I only take.

I'm such a burden.
A worthless life.
yea, yea yea.
You've heard it a million times.

You don't understand
I have been hurt
My friends have been hurt
Life is stuck.
I want to sleep.
Track Name: Bite (acoustic)
i don't have this one...